[ day one ( dear best friend ) 30d30l ]Dear daughter a.k.a. person a.k.a. person with gorgeous, all-natural hair a.k.a. ALEXIS! ,Hah! I'm not sure you'd be surprised with a label as my 'best friend' because, I mean, I basically cling onto you at school. I haven't known you as much as I've known Victor, but I mean, you feel more like my best friend. We feel so much closer.And goodness, I'm going to miss you so much next year in high school. I wish you don't know how much I wish I could have another year at middle school with everyone I love.But you know I'm going to stay in touch with you.You do know that, right?I'm going to one day show up at your house running
MEMORIES ( number seventy seven )MEMORIESdear you,i think you should know why i'm writing to you. you will listen to me and not try to fix things. but right now i'm sitting here, remembering. and i want to share those memories with you."i dont love you." that's what he told me that one memorable day. "i dont know how anyone could ever love you! you're an idiot and selfish and narcissistic!" i think you should know who i'm talking about right now.i stood there quietly, letting him release all of his hatred towards me. i understood him hating me. everyone i care about does."i don't know how i could ever even stand you. you might be pretty on the outside, but on
+ spontaneous thoughts of love : chapter three .Last week, Kelly Parker revealed her huge crush on Sebastian. Upon revealing the news of her shoving those letters in my locker, Sebastian asked me if I was joking. He wasn't that excited about Kelly taking a shine towards him. Which, of course, made me nervous about him finding out that I believe he and I are really compatible. But, of course, that doesn't exactly matter now, does it?Being able to read him like a book, Kelly Parker is definitely not the girl for Sebastian Monroe. Kelly isn't very pretty -let's just say, she's definitely not a size two- and she sort of resembles his sister, Kassidi. They have that same, round face that's covered in blemishes, and round brown eyes. Seeing the similarities between his sister and Kelly, he had invited Kelly to join into our group.Obviously, I'm totally against the idea of another person in our group.But, since I have no say in it, she's here. With us. At lunch. She's scowling at me as I talk to Sebastian, and I'm flipping her off under
+ spontaneous thoughts of love : chapter two .Today was an especially important day for Sebastian and I, marking the fifth year I had known Sebastian. We had met on October 19th, in our sixth grade year, both looking for a friend, because we were both socially outcasts. Him, being that awkward new kid that no one could understand, and me, being that plain smart kid that stayed on the side lines.Thank god we found each other, because I don't think either of us could have lasted much longer alone in that hell of a school.Every year marking our anniversary, we write each other letters and stick them in each other's lockers, and we go to the ice cream shop and stuff ourselves with ice cream because we'll always be forever alone. This year, I'm not going to send him a letter declaring my love for him - though, I want to - instead I'm going to do something more him.I made a letter with all the thoughts that he thinks I have, explaining all the reasons why I don't have them.It goes a little like this:Dear Sebastian,You know how you
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE, I ONLY THREW SUGGESTIONS AT YOU. ♥